Being sick
caused me to think
while I was lying on my bed
trying hard to sleep
but can't
because my nose is painful
due to sinus


Get me to wonder
how great a small bacteria
can do
to affect people's life
alter people's timetable
destroy people's morale
damn it
damn it
damn it


While feeling week
i felt that
i have no control
over my life...
what a scary thought


It really makes me salute
to people who suffered
from chronic diseases
and yet
still stay strong
carry on their life
and responsibility...
Won't they felt 100x or perhaps 1000x
greater pain
than I do??


I think
it's the time
for me to do more charity work
involve in more organizations
which helps others
who suffered
and helps to mend
the broken hearts
and shattered dreams
with my tiny bits of power.


You can do it,
Sharon!~
and friends,
so do you (^.^)




ps: whenever i think of charity, i think of him, my bestie, vin...proud of u =p

I believe
that love is always
lingering around us.....


Was so stupid
that I've lost a lot of chances
to be loved
but sometimes
losing is gaining too
at least
I'm having friends
who will last for life
and still love each other
though in a different way


I don't know if you will ever know
I'm always so glad to have you with me
although you are ever so busy
just a message of care
is ever so enough for me


I've lost it once
I'm not going to lose it again
for now
I'll grab you
and hugs tightly


I'm loving you
my friendsssssssss


I wonder
what is friendship?
Will it last?
Will it change?


Once, we appreciated one another,
although we are all
born differently..
and still love each other
although we might have quarrels


We often say we are 'busy'
as an excuse
and slowly,
without us even realizing
we are drifted apart


Where is the pure friendship
we used to cherish?
If having a gf/bf means that
we gona sacrifice our best friends
and no longer have time
to spare for them..
Is that real friendship?


It really hurt inside
to know that friendship is anything
but so fragile..
But, no matter what happen
just wana let u know
I'm still here
if u need me so...




Was sick,
and perhaps am still...
had never absent from lectures
for so many days..


Went to doctor,
LUCKILY...
cz am suspected
with thyroid fever...


OMG, it's such a scary disease,
which will kill...
am damn lucky
to have taken antibiotics
which are prescribe,
before thgs go wrong...


Pray that i'l recover soon,
for my ear
and my throat sores,
n head throb like hell..


Am going 2 doc again
later...

"It's a bless,
to have your best friends,
being with you,
on your important days
of you life..."

10 years?
20 years? 30 years?
wishing that
we'll remain best friends
for the rest of
our lives....

Perhaps,
meeting again
during one's wedding??
Omg, it sounds hilarious,
for our high-skul days
was just like yesterday

Am really happy,
to have you all with me
during my 21st....
words are beyond my appreciation...

Thanks for the BR cake,
thanks for the hugs,
the kisses,
birthday wishes,
and the memories we had...

For besties who cant join us,
we'll clbrt it any other time ok?
It's d matter of being together,
time and place aint important,
at least to me now...

Luv u al,
with all my life...
MUACKSSSSSS (big kiss fr me =p)

作词:五月天 作曲:五月天

人 群中 哭著 你只想变成透明的颜色 
 你再也不会梦 或痛 或心动了 
 你已经决定了 你已经决定了 
 你 静静 忍著 紧紧把昨天在拳心握著 
 而回忆越是甜 就是 越伤人了 
 越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深浅浅 的刀割 

 你不是真正的快乐 你的笑只是你穿的保护色 
 你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了 
 把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳 
 这 世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了 
 当生存是规则 不是 你的选择 
 於是你 含著眼泪 飘飘荡荡 跌跌撞撞 的走著 

 你不是真正的快乐 你的笑只是你穿的保护色 
 你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了 
 把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳 

你不是真正的快乐 你的伤从不肯完全的愈合 
 我站在你左侧 却像隔著银河 
 难道就真的抱著遗憾一直到老了 然后才后悔著 
 你值得真正的快乐 你应该脱下你穿的保护色 
 为什麼失去了 还要被惩罚呢 
 能不能就让 悲伤全部 结束在此刻 重新开始活著 



i really wish i can cry out loud, huging myself in a conrner..... it's hard to control the tears.... am not really happy... material thingy doesn't give me love and warmth.....  wat i need is love, care and understanding.. 


歌曲:还是好朋友
歌手:古巨基&梁静茹
专辑:
作词:林夕作曲:黄韵玲


:没有人要内疚 没需要原宥
在十字街头 就互相保佑
:那些体贴问候 那美丽镜头
没必要一分开就变成了诅咒
:相爱这一场 :可能是爲了
:能拥有一个好朋友
:还是好朋友 比爱人长久
不能牵的手按在心头
:在最寂寞的关头 永远在左右
:试过琴弦后 升华眼泪后(:升华以后)
:思念是最漫长的享受(:漫长的享受)
:那无痛的伤口 还带着温柔到白头
:亲吻失去感受 火花烧到尽头
:没激情有感情
:有另一种邂逅
:相爱这一场 :可能是爲了
:能拥有一个好朋友
:还是好朋友 比爱人长久
不能牵的手按在心头
:在最寂寞的关头 永远在左右
:试过琴弦后 升华眼泪后(:升华以后)
:思念是最漫长的享受(:漫长的享受)
:那无痛的伤口 还带着温柔到白头
:还是好朋友 :还是好朋友
:比爱人长久 :比爱人长久
:不能牵的手按在心头(:按在心头)
:在最寂寞的关头 永远在左右
:试过琴弦后 升华眼泪后(:升华以后)
:思念是最漫长的享受(:漫长的享受)
:是什么叫你我 只配做一对 :好朋友

 






长大了,才明白,爱,不一定需要拥有,因为拥有也不代表会有以后。
放开手,把回忆藏在心头,是对我们最好的方式去处理多年来的善后。
不在乎天长地久,只在乎曾经拥有。。。。