I wonder
what is friendship?
Will it last?
Will it change?


Once, we appreciated one another,
although we are all
born differently..
and still love each other
although we might have quarrels


We often say we are 'busy'
as an excuse
and slowly,
without us even realizing
we are drifted apart


Where is the pure friendship
we used to cherish?
If having a gf/bf means that
we gona sacrifice our best friends
and no longer have time
to spare for them..
Is that real friendship?


It really hurt inside
to know that friendship is anything
but so fragile..
But, no matter what happen
just wana let u know
I'm still here
if u need me so...




Was sick,
and perhaps am still...
had never absent from lectures
for so many days..


Went to doctor,
LUCKILY...
cz am suspected
with thyroid fever...


OMG, it's such a scary disease,
which will kill...
am damn lucky
to have taken antibiotics
which are prescribe,
before thgs go wrong...


Pray that i'l recover soon,
for my ear
and my throat sores,
n head throb like hell..


Am going 2 doc again
later...

"It's a bless,
to have your best friends,
being with you,
on your important days
of you life..."

10 years?
20 years? 30 years?
wishing that
we'll remain best friends
for the rest of
our lives....

Perhaps,
meeting again
during one's wedding??
Omg, it sounds hilarious,
for our high-skul days
was just like yesterday

Am really happy,
to have you all with me
during my 21st....
words are beyond my appreciation...

Thanks for the BR cake,
thanks for the hugs,
the kisses,
birthday wishes,
and the memories we had...

For besties who cant join us,
we'll clbrt it any other time ok?
It's d matter of being together,
time and place aint important,
at least to me now...

Luv u al,
with all my life...
MUACKSSSSSS (big kiss fr me =p)

作词:五月天 作曲:五月天

人 群中 哭著 你只想变成透明的颜色 
 你再也不会梦 或痛 或心动了 
 你已经决定了 你已经决定了 
 你 静静 忍著 紧紧把昨天在拳心握著 
 而回忆越是甜 就是 越伤人了 
 越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深浅浅 的刀割 

 你不是真正的快乐 你的笑只是你穿的保护色 
 你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了 
 把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳 
 这 世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了 
 当生存是规则 不是 你的选择 
 於是你 含著眼泪 飘飘荡荡 跌跌撞撞 的走著 

 你不是真正的快乐 你的笑只是你穿的保护色 
 你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了 
 把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳 

你不是真正的快乐 你的伤从不肯完全的愈合 
 我站在你左侧 却像隔著银河 
 难道就真的抱著遗憾一直到老了 然后才后悔著 
 你值得真正的快乐 你应该脱下你穿的保护色 
 为什麼失去了 还要被惩罚呢 
 能不能就让 悲伤全部 结束在此刻 重新开始活著 



i really wish i can cry out loud, huging myself in a conrner..... it's hard to control the tears.... am not really happy... material thingy doesn't give me love and warmth.....  wat i need is love, care and understanding.. 


歌曲:还是好朋友
歌手:古巨基&梁静茹
专辑:
作词:林夕作曲:黄韵玲


:没有人要内疚 没需要原宥
在十字街头 就互相保佑
:那些体贴问候 那美丽镜头
没必要一分开就变成了诅咒
:相爱这一场 :可能是爲了
:能拥有一个好朋友
:还是好朋友 比爱人长久
不能牵的手按在心头
:在最寂寞的关头 永远在左右
:试过琴弦后 升华眼泪后(:升华以后)
:思念是最漫长的享受(:漫长的享受)
:那无痛的伤口 还带着温柔到白头
:亲吻失去感受 火花烧到尽头
:没激情有感情
:有另一种邂逅
:相爱这一场 :可能是爲了
:能拥有一个好朋友
:还是好朋友 比爱人长久
不能牵的手按在心头
:在最寂寞的关头 永远在左右
:试过琴弦后 升华眼泪后(:升华以后)
:思念是最漫长的享受(:漫长的享受)
:那无痛的伤口 还带着温柔到白头
:还是好朋友 :还是好朋友
:比爱人长久 :比爱人长久
:不能牵的手按在心头(:按在心头)
:在最寂寞的关头 永远在左右
:试过琴弦后 升华眼泪后(:升华以后)
:思念是最漫长的享受(:漫长的享受)
:是什么叫你我 只配做一对 :好朋友

 






长大了,才明白,爱,不一定需要拥有,因为拥有也不代表会有以后。
放开手,把回忆藏在心头,是对我们最好的方式去处理多年来的善后。
不在乎天长地久,只在乎曾经拥有。。。。

 


曾经拉着我的大手

可不可以不要放手

你走了以后

带走了你答应过的以后

甜蜜的回忆

只停留在最初的邂逅。。。



What is the age of 'grown-up-age'?





When i was 8, i cant wait to b 12,
n with dat IC, i think it's a pass
2 say gudbye 2 my childhood..
which i think is a big big mistakes,
cz childhood time was d best, carefree time
of one's life...




When i was 12, i was anxiously waitin 4 13
wonder how my 2ndary skul wil b
n feel sad 2 leave my primary skul frenz
but noe dat i'l meet bunch more of gud frenz
while i stil keep in touch with primary ones..





When i was 13, i cant wait to b 17,

so dat i don't need to study add maths anymore..

but afta dat i regretted thinkin so,

cz afta 17 my high-skul frenz left
n some of dem even flew 2 thousands miles away fr me
n it feels like d a-plane


took dem away fr me
although emails can do a wonder
but stil, i prefer crying on their shoulders...







When i was 17, i cant wait 2 b 18,
for i thought Ns was a hell
and afta it ended

i proved myself wrong,
it was a great chance
4 me 2 learn 2 b independent
though i had cried evryday while i was in d camp til d vr last week
but hey, i got 2 noe some gud frenz

whom wil stay in my heart 4 d rest of my life...








When i was 18, i hope i can turn 20
bcz 2 me stpm was too hard
n d maths did drove me crazy
luckily i'm stil aint insane
howeva, i did learn alot bout life
during d short f6 life
i learnt 2 c ppl more clearly
n to protect myself better
n ya, i had more gud frenz
altough life at dat time was bit miserable..








When i was 20, i wonder how wil my 21 b
i'm in UM, d uni of my dream
takin linguistics
n ironically
fell in luv wif literature
which i used 2 hate so much during my hi-skul time,
n am blessed
2 share my time wif lots of ki-siao frenz
whom bcum my smile-inducer..




I dont noe wat my life wil b
in 10 years or 20 years later
but i'm truly blessed
afta all,
mayb growin up is jz when
some1 starts 2 luv evrythg in life
appreciate evry single lil thg
dat makes one's life complete






With this,
I trully like 2 thx all of u
who'd share my path wif me
n ya, left footprints in my heart
for i cherish evry moment i had with u...



































翱翔的天空
有着我的梦想
灿烂的星空
星星与我相伴



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孤单的夜晚
没了你的陪伴
月圆的晚上
想念你的臂弯
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被捆绑的自由
约束着我的人生
我是否也能
为我的人生画上缤纷的彩色?
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现在的我
只想沉醉在
我的小小世界
快乐的成长
开心的飞翔
用着我那
隐形的翅膀
每一个女孩的身边都有一个不是男朋友的男朋友

但是,为了什么原因你们没能在一起? 也许他为了朋友之间的义气,不能追你。也许为了顾及家人的意见 ,你们没有在一起。 也许为了出国深造,他没有要你等他。

也许你们相遇太早,还不懂得珍惜对方。

也许你们相遇太晚,你们身边已经有了另一个人。

也许你回头太迟,对方已不再等待

也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心,而迟迟无法跨出界线。

不过即使你们没在一起,你们还是保持了朋友的关系。

但是你们心底清楚,对这个人,你比朋友还多了一份关心。

即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街,你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。

他有喜欢的人,你口头上会帮他追,心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。

他遇到困难时,你会尽你所能的帮他,不会计较谁又欠了谁。

男女朋友吃醋了,你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友,但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。

每个人这辈子,心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友,很矛盾的行为。

一开始你不甘心只做朋友的,但久了,突然发现这样最好。

你宁愿这样关心他, 总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。

你宁愿做他的朋友,彼此不会吃醋,才可以真的无所不谈。

特别是这样,你还是知道,他永远会关心你的。
做不成男女朋友,当他那个特别的朋友,有什么不好呢?
你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢?
很多的感情,都因为一厢情愿,最后连朋友都当不成了

常常觉得惋惜,可惜一些本来很好的友情

最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你,如果你没有反应,这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去,这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。

因为这就像是一场赌注,表白了之后不是成了男女朋友,要不就连朋友都当不成了。

有些事不是你能预料的,或许对方不在意,你们还可以是朋友,但却已经不如从前的好.





---taken fr an email....but i think this reli suits me...juz 2 share wif my frenz...