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甜蜜的回忆

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What is the age of 'grown-up-age'?





When i was 8, i cant wait to b 12,
n with dat IC, i think it's a pass
2 say gudbye 2 my childhood..
which i think is a big big mistakes,
cz childhood time was d best, carefree time
of one's life...




When i was 12, i was anxiously waitin 4 13
wonder how my 2ndary skul wil b
n feel sad 2 leave my primary skul frenz
but noe dat i'l meet bunch more of gud frenz
while i stil keep in touch with primary ones..





When i was 13, i cant wait to b 17,

so dat i don't need to study add maths anymore..

but afta dat i regretted thinkin so,

cz afta 17 my high-skul frenz left
n some of dem even flew 2 thousands miles away fr me
n it feels like d a-plane


took dem away fr me
although emails can do a wonder
but stil, i prefer crying on their shoulders...







When i was 17, i cant wait 2 b 18,
for i thought Ns was a hell
and afta it ended

i proved myself wrong,
it was a great chance
4 me 2 learn 2 b independent
though i had cried evryday while i was in d camp til d vr last week
but hey, i got 2 noe some gud frenz

whom wil stay in my heart 4 d rest of my life...








When i was 18, i hope i can turn 20
bcz 2 me stpm was too hard
n d maths did drove me crazy
luckily i'm stil aint insane
howeva, i did learn alot bout life
during d short f6 life
i learnt 2 c ppl more clearly
n to protect myself better
n ya, i had more gud frenz
altough life at dat time was bit miserable..








When i was 20, i wonder how wil my 21 b
i'm in UM, d uni of my dream
takin linguistics
n ironically
fell in luv wif literature
which i used 2 hate so much during my hi-skul time,
n am blessed
2 share my time wif lots of ki-siao frenz
whom bcum my smile-inducer..




I dont noe wat my life wil b
in 10 years or 20 years later
but i'm truly blessed
afta all,
mayb growin up is jz when
some1 starts 2 luv evrythg in life
appreciate evry single lil thg
dat makes one's life complete






With this,
I trully like 2 thx all of u
who'd share my path wif me
n ya, left footprints in my heart
for i cherish evry moment i had with u...



































翱翔的天空
有着我的梦想
灿烂的星空
星星与我相伴



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孤单的夜晚
没了你的陪伴
月圆的晚上
想念你的臂弯
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被捆绑的自由
约束着我的人生
我是否也能
为我的人生画上缤纷的彩色?
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现在的我
只想沉醉在
我的小小世界
快乐的成长
开心的飞翔
用着我那
隐形的翅膀
每一个女孩的身边都有一个不是男朋友的男朋友

但是,为了什么原因你们没能在一起? 也许他为了朋友之间的义气,不能追你。也许为了顾及家人的意见 ,你们没有在一起。 也许为了出国深造,他没有要你等他。

也许你们相遇太早,还不懂得珍惜对方。

也许你们相遇太晚,你们身边已经有了另一个人。

也许你回头太迟,对方已不再等待

也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心,而迟迟无法跨出界线。

不过即使你们没在一起,你们还是保持了朋友的关系。

但是你们心底清楚,对这个人,你比朋友还多了一份关心。

即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街,你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。

他有喜欢的人,你口头上会帮他追,心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。

他遇到困难时,你会尽你所能的帮他,不会计较谁又欠了谁。

男女朋友吃醋了,你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友,但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。

每个人这辈子,心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友,很矛盾的行为。

一开始你不甘心只做朋友的,但久了,突然发现这样最好。

你宁愿这样关心他, 总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。

你宁愿做他的朋友,彼此不会吃醋,才可以真的无所不谈。

特别是这样,你还是知道,他永远会关心你的。
做不成男女朋友,当他那个特别的朋友,有什么不好呢?
你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢?
很多的感情,都因为一厢情愿,最后连朋友都当不成了

常常觉得惋惜,可惜一些本来很好的友情

最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你,如果你没有反应,这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去,这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。

因为这就像是一场赌注,表白了之后不是成了男女朋友,要不就连朋友都当不成了。

有些事不是你能预料的,或许对方不在意,你们还可以是朋友,但却已经不如从前的好.





---taken fr an email....but i think this reli suits me...juz 2 share wif my frenz...


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Standing here alone,
at the cross road,
without knowing which route,
is the best route,
just with their look.
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Confused,
whether which will suits me the best.
will it be the one
which seems bright and clean
or the one
which people seldom take.
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But again,
no one will know
if the brighter one means
the brighter futuer
or the more challenging one
will mean a tough future.
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Will i let my pass
and my experience
influence the decision that i'll make?
i don't know
really don't know...
just afraid that i'll get hurt
like i had been.
What should i do?
i don't know,
really don't know..
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And i'm still here,
standing at the cross road...


A pink daisy,
that's what i am,
proud to be ,
although people might look down on it,
“What a pity little thing”,
but who cares??
as long as i'm happy with it.

I'm pink,
because i'm a feminine girl,
although sometimes i might be tough,
not because i want to be,
just because i'll need to be,
so that i'm able to stand strong,
although i'm just a pink daisy.

Though i'm proud to be pink,
i always have bunch of good friends,
be it the cheerful orange daisy,
sunny yellow sunflower,
friendly green grass,
or even the crunchy dried leafs,
for we need all of us,
just to build a colorful world,
a world with rays and warmth of the friendship.

I'm just a pink daisy,
which is prone to be weak,
torn easily by the thunder,
or by the pat of heavy rain.
For what i need is just a big tree,
someone who can protect me,
take care of me,
hinders me from the outside storm,
so that i'll remain,
the little pink daisy.

Daisy,
that's what people calls me,
i'm daisy,
small, fragile,
but i'm what i am,
never compare myself to the others,
rose, lily, lavender,
i don't mind if people doesn't appreciate me,
just because i'm not eye-catching,
or simply because i'm being simple,
this is just me,
i'm happy to be a tiny little flowers,
and glad to be of it.

I'm only a pink daisy,
which loves to love,
and being loved,
which held the strong bond of the family,
and love them as i always be.
It was my family,
which taught me
“Oh daisy, hold on to your believes,
Trust yourself for who you are,
And have confidence in everything you do,
Just because we love you.”

So, here i am,
a pink daisy,
smile brightly and broadly to the sun,
and to all the others around me,
so that although if i can't bring them the hope,
i can always bring them warmth,
and i'm here,
always here,
if you need me,
i'll offer you my heartedly hugs,
if you need to,
although i'm just a pink daisy.

Pink daisy,
i'm proud to be,
and i'll be waiting here,
for someone,
who will appreciate me,
for just being who i am,
and pluck me,
and bring me home,
save it in his arm as his
lovely pink daisy.
our parrrrrrty !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woohoo!~~
............Sushi b4 v eat.................. D scary aftamath =.= ..........Wat a mess!!!!! hohoho


.......group pic ^^ ........................again????? =.= lol.............babe ur my black n white!!


.............geeting hiiii!!!..................................sang finally ~~~............. star of future?? =p

Frenz r family dat v choose 4 ourselves...& i started 2 noe d meanin of it when i met u guys..........

Was soooooooo hapi dat v can gather around again like dis...sigh,ny left a-lynn not here...if not den it'll b pur-fect lu...haha.. It'd been some time dat v din chat al day long d....share our stuff n stories in life... damn excited 4 dis gatherin, cz our dai-ga-jie oso bac fr spore d wo, plus darling mk n yx oso bac d..... feels like v were bac in "old days" d,lol.... stil d same, a silly-absent-minded-gang... went wild when shoppin in EC Mall, laughed like mad, tried al specs when wait 4 me 2 buy1, share shushi in SKing, grab hands when strolling...

Cz of u al la, prepared alot of stuff since mornin.... used up 3 hrs 2 make those sushi... plus nid cook tomato spag sauce le.... c la, damn siek u al, sick oso make u guys food,haha.... CE damn funny,when open sushi's tupper cover lid d scream dat i can marry d.... Aiyo, stil a newbies ny la me, learnin 2 cook ny ma.. plus, marry??? u marry me meh CE??? haha.. den ar, y u al all surroundin me 2 c me chop onions wo??? damn nervous le,so many pairs of eyes staring.. plus keep looking til i finsih cookin d spag sauce... phew....giving me pressure la u al,lol =p

Da-ta!!!! Time 2 dig-in!!!! ate spag wif both mushroom n tomato sauce... tx MK 4 d spag n mroom sauce wo.... yummy yummy.... wah!!!! u al stil eat lots wo tho stil damn slim.... ish, iri hati-nya~~~ Den ar, full full d mar go sing-k lo.... Who noes???? d amp hilang =.= den mar cal n ask 4 help fr my shop, den ny v can sing,haha... Wateva songs oso got ppl noe how 2 sing, damn geng, fr oldies to pops....den ar, CE,XW,n LX can sing non-stop ge wo....reli salute u guys,haha..

Den ar, fetched YX here wif MK.... our singer arrived finally... was forced 2 sing by us,lol.. damn syok.... sang many many songs 2geder.... until al damn tired n d nx day, al sore-throat, haha... was too hapi til i 4got i oso sick ge wo... join u guys eat snacks,damn soong a!!! cz d long long time din eat those lu.... reminds me bout my childhood dat i secretly use 20cents n go 2 d grocery shop bside skul 2 buy d smal pack of d chicken flavour B-decker.... emmm,stil so tasty,haha...

Duno when v can gather around like dis ler??? cz darling MK goin UK dis year end, sobsob... den i mar cant clbrte Xmas wif al of u 2gether lo??? not fair, yer~~~~ cz last year i x around mar.... dis year pulak u not around T.T But stil,wish u al d best la MK,must find a leng-zai bf there wo....haha.... Plus,v goin uni soon,wil b seperated far fr each other d gua... sobsob... sked 2 face d world vtout u al....muahaha

No matter where u al go, i'l stil luv n miz u al owayssss..... u guys wil oways b my besties 4 life!!! oi, dun 4get when marry call me up, i d prepare d dress 2 b ur maid of honour,lol =p yahor, duno who wil marry 1st ler???? was a damn funny topic... cz some say LX,cz must b pregnant b4 marry, den say dai-ga-jie cz got nui-yan-mei,den al oso kena =.= ... funny hor 2 think dat ur fren wil b marryin in few years wo if lucky....marry wo!!!haha

muackzzzzzzzzzzzz, lupp u al 4eva n eva............................