Grown up

What is the age of 'grown-up-age'?

When i was 8, i cant wait to b 12,

n with dat IC, i think it's a pass

2 say gudbye 2 my childhood..

which i think is a big big mistakes,

cz childhood time was d best, carefree time

of one's life...

When i was 12, i was anxiously waitin 4 13

wonder how my 2ndary skul wil b

n feel sad 2 leave my primary skul frenz

but noe dat i'l meet bunch more of gud frenz

while i stil keep in touch with primary ones..

When i was 13, i cant wait to b 17,

so dat i don't need to study add maths anymore..

but afta dat i regretted thinkin so,

cz afta 17 my high-skul frenz left

n some of dem even flew 2 thousands miles away fr me

n it feels like d a-plane

took dem away fr me

although emails can do a wonder

but stil, i prefer crying on their shoulders...

When i was 17, i cant wait 2 b 18,

for i thought Ns was a hell

and afta it ended

i proved myself wrong,

it was a great chance

4 me 2 learn 2 b independent

though i had cried evryday while i was in d camp til d vr last week

but hey, i got 2 noe some gud frenz

whom wil stay in my heart 4 d rest of my life...

When i was 18, i hope i can turn 20

bcz 2 me stpm was too hard

n d maths did drove me crazy

luckily i'm stil aint insane

howeva, i did learn alot bout life

during d short f6 life

i learnt 2 c ppl more clearly

n to protect myself better

n ya, i had more gud frenz

altough life at dat time was bit miserable..

When i was 20, i wonder how wil my 21 b

i'm in UM, d uni of my dream

takin linguistics

n ironically

fell in luv wif literature

which i used 2 hate so much during my hi-skul time,

n am blessed

2 share my time wif lots of ki-siao frenz

whom bcum my smile-inducer..

I dont noe wat my life wil b

in 10 years or 20 years later

but i'm truly blessed

afta all,

mayb growin up is jz when

some1 starts 2 luv evrythg in life

appreciate evry single lil thg

dat makes one's life complete

With this,

I trully like 2 thx all of u

who'd share my path wif me

n ya, left footprints in my heart

for i cherish evry moment i had with u...