I have a dream

I have a dream, a song to sing,
to help me cope with anything.
I have a dream, a fantasy,
to help me through reality.

*modified from the song 'i have a dream'

I, have a dream,
a dream too good to be true,
and when I am lost,
I start to dream,
for dream,
will lead me to,
where my heart belongs to,
what I've wanted for,
in the dream land,
so free,
with only me and myself.


And now,
I'm lost again,
thinking about my future after graduating.
Shall I,
still continue my dream
or wake up
to face the reality?


Dream,
however great, will be still a dream;
but one will never go far,
if he has no dream.

dream o dream

A lot of memories flashed back when i was chatting with my dear bestie. We used to be in the same class in primary 6, spent lots time together playing piano, cello, going for performances, sipping coffee and green tea together, and yes, chatting endlessly. And ya, we did have a dream.....

Have our burdens on the shoulders,
been too heavy,
that we forgot to let our heart flies,
and do the things
we always wanted to?

Have we confined ourselves,
by the people around you,
to do only what we are supposed to,
but not what we wish to?

Have us been tired
of fighting for our little dream
that we bare since we were children,
and slowly let go the spirit
and allow our dream to vanish into the thin air
like rose petals flying further and further away
from your palm
without you having anything that could be done...

My dear friend, i do hope one day, our dream may come true. You'll have you own coffee shop and i'll have my boutique next to you. We'll be sticking together everyday, like we used to =)

Lets wish... cross our fingers, that our dream, may come true.

I love you my dear friend, Vwen ^^

when death strucks

I was so shocked knowing the death of my friend's mom. Even when knowing that she suffered from liver cancer last week was shocking enough for me. I feel so sorry for my friend, that she has to deal with the loss of her mom. No words can express the pain and sorrow, and nothing could be done to forget about it. What i can do, is just wishing that my friend could stay strong, and take care of herself. May her mom rest in peace.

It makes me ponder upon life. How scary it is that it just come like a tornado and bring away your loved ones just before you get to react and try to stop it. No, no one can ever stop a fierce tornado. And the tornado didn't bring your memories away with it.

Being a girl her in 20s, it's really sad that this thing happened to her. It's the age of exploring the world, and fall in love, get married, or even become a mom in late 20s or early 30s. And now, she just lost her mom. The joy is being buried. The sky turns gray and the world just go upside down. I wished i could attend her mom's funeral, at least a hug is what i could offer.

Life is full of uncertainties. Never fear of voicing your love to your friends and family, before it's too late. Live life to the fullest and share and care for others.

To friends, who lost their loved ones too, be strong. Remember that although one's away, his / her love remains.

Stay Young @ Heart

How long ago was it
the last time u rode on a wooden horse
and enjoyed your fun time
with no worry, fear,and stress?

How long ago was it
the last time u smile sincerely
from the bottom of your heart
to the others
even though they treat u coldly
but u just feel like
u wana smile?
A smile that so genuine that
touches the souls of others?


How long ago was it
the last time u enjoyed the sun
shining through the air
that you breath
enjoying the warmth of the rays
and the bliss of mother nature?

Go,
run wildly if u want to,
laugh madly if u want to,
if that makes u happy,
and makes u feel that
today is better than yesterday
and tomorrow will be yet
another good day.

Stay young at heart,
u'll wonder
the greatest joy of life
is not owning the material things
but being able to
appreciate every moment
that you have.

thank you for reading

A course mate of mine told me she had been following my blog since I went to Taiwan. It was really touching to know that. Wanted to send her a msg on fb but sad, she deleted her account... so, wana say THANK YOU my dear Tika, ur words motivated me.

Am gona blog more often like i used to =)

U made my day, love u always ^^

Here's a kiss for u, muackiessssss

charcoal princess

Argh, am super dark now.
Turned into a charcoal...
perhaps saying it's the color of dark chocolate
would sounds better,hehe

The reason???
Cycled in Taiwan for twice
both took whole day to finish the tour.
Tho am a burned toast
am no regretting, not even a slight bit,
because the fun i had
was so so great =p

And now......
I gona drink more lemon juice
eat more fruits
to get back my fair tone,
cz who dun1 b a snow white,
but a charcoal princess??? (^o^)

I did NOT cry, lol

This is me
standing in the airport
with my luggage
packed with souvenirs
and memories


This time
I really think i do grow
cz i didn't drop a tear
because i want us
to depart happily
tho we are sad


Thanks QQ and Ah Di
for the little notes
dropped secretly in my bag.
Was real touched while reading them
wanted to cry when having my breakfast alone
in Taipei main station


Thanks tomo for bringing me my huge luggage
it's so darn heavy i know
coming with a motor in the hot sun
you are such a good friend
glad that i've know u since the day
i stepped on the soil of taiwan.


Thanks Ting Ting for rushing to the airport
and thanks for the handmade card
and the present u gave
remember our promise
of wearing our 'sister dress' together,lol
and hey, i'll let you sleep in my toilet too
if u do come malaysia,muahaha
love u so much my dear


Just like what i read
from a book i bought in Cheng Pin Bookstore
"Why frown when the flowers fall?
Should look forward for the flower blossoms"
"Why feel sad for the sun set?
Should anticipate the beautiful starry night sky"


That's why
I did not cry
because I know
we'll meet again another day


Take care =)