I was so shocked knowing the death of my friend's mom. Even when knowing that she suffered from liver cancer last week was shocking enough for me. I feel so sorry for my friend, that she has to deal with the loss of her mom. No words can express the pain and sorrow, and nothing could be done to forget about it. What i can do, is just wishing that my friend could stay strong, and take care of herself. May her mom rest in peace.

It makes me ponder upon life. How scary it is that it just come like a tornado and bring away your loved ones just before you get to react and try to stop it. No, no one can ever stop a fierce tornado. And the tornado didn't bring your memories away with it.

Being a girl her in 20s, it's really sad that this thing happened to her. It's the age of exploring the world, and fall in love, get married, or even become a mom in late 20s or early 30s. And now, she just lost her mom. The joy is being buried. The sky turns gray and the world just go upside down. I wished i could attend her mom's funeral, at least a hug is what i could offer.

Life is full of uncertainties. Never fear of voicing your love to your friends and family, before it's too late. Live life to the fullest and share and care for others.

To friends, who lost their loved ones too, be strong. Remember that although one's away, his / her love remains.
How long ago was it
the last time u rode on a wooden horse
and enjoyed your fun time
with no worry, fear,and stress?

How long ago was it
the last time u smile sincerely
from the bottom of your heart
to the others
even though they treat u coldly
but u just feel like
u wana smile?
A smile that so genuine that
touches the souls of others?


How long ago was it
the last time u enjoyed the sun
shining through the air
that you breath
enjoying the warmth of the rays
and the bliss of mother nature?

Go,
run wildly if u want to,
laugh madly if u want to,
if that makes u happy,
and makes u feel that
today is better than yesterday
and tomorrow will be yet
another good day.

Stay young at heart,
u'll wonder
the greatest joy of life
is not owning the material things
but being able to
appreciate every moment
that you have.

A course mate of mine told me she had been following my blog since I went to Taiwan. It was really touching to know that. Wanted to send her a msg on fb but sad, she deleted her account... so, wana say THANK YOU my dear Tika, ur words motivated me.

Am gona blog more often like i used to =)

U made my day, love u always ^^




Here's a kiss for u, muackiessssss



Argh, am super dark now.
Turned into a charcoal...
perhaps saying it's the color of dark chocolate
would sounds better,hehe

The reason???
Cycled in Taiwan for twice
both took whole day to finish the tour.
Tho am a burned toast
am no regretting, not even a slight bit,
because the fun i had
was so so great =p

And now......
I gona drink more lemon juice
eat more fruits
to get back my fair tone,
cz who dun1 b a snow white,
but a charcoal princess??? (^o^)


This is me
standing in the airport
with my luggage
packed with souvenirs
and memories


This time
I really think i do grow
cz i didn't drop a tear
because i want us
to depart happily
tho we are sad


Thanks QQ and Ah Di
for the little notes
dropped secretly in my bag.
Was real touched while reading them
wanted to cry when having my breakfast alone
in Taipei main station


Thanks tomo for bringing me my huge luggage
it's so darn heavy i know
coming with a motor in the hot sun
you are such a good friend
glad that i've know u since the day
i stepped on the soil of taiwan.


Thanks Ting Ting for rushing to the airport
and thanks for the handmade card
and the present u gave
remember our promise
of wearing our 'sister dress' together,lol
and hey, i'll let you sleep in my toilet too
if u do come malaysia,muahaha
love u so much my dear


Just like what i read
from a book i bought in Cheng Pin Bookstore
"Why frown when the flowers fall?
Should look forward for the flower blossoms"
"Why feel sad for the sun set?
Should anticipate the beautiful starry night sky"


That's why
I did not cry
because I know
we'll meet again another day


Take care =)

6 weeks, really passed very quickly. It was like I've only been here not long ago, and now, it's time to say Goodbye... Looking back the pictures taken in Taiwan, I really felt like crying, because I know I'll miss everyone here dearly...


I still remember I was asked y I chose to come Taiwan, and I replied I want to know how different is the Chinese culture there and the Chinese culture in Malaysia, and I've never been to this part of the world... So here am I, exploring the whole new world, discovering life...


My task was to teach English in 2 primary schools in a remote area. Gosh, the mosquitoes in Taiwan is real scary, especially in d village places where I service. Got bitten till whole legs swollen and full of red patches, was so scared and wanted to cry each time I looked at my legs, afraid that there'll b scars left. But when my body started to have some immune to the bites, I'm leaving Taiwan already.... should I be happy or sad???



I feel great to see my students improving each day. Their attitude towards English really changed, from not interested or even reluctant to try, to loving to come to class and even asked for extra classes. Although I cant teach much in this short period, I did tried my best to teach them some songs, told them stories, explained some Malaysia culture and taught them some values and stories of life... Leaving the kids is really hard... They hugged me in turns, kissed me, gave me lots of gifts, drawings, letters, and told me they'll miss me, asking me to go back visit them, and some even asked me not to go, and wana follow me back in my suitcase. I cant control my tears when I see them crying and looking at me with such sad but loving faces...





Besides teaching, I've got to explore Taiwan with other EPs from Malaysia and Canda, yah, and also some Taiwanese sometimes lar. We've been to many places, and never fail to go for trips every weekends... Even the Taiwanese are shocked that we can be so energetic and went to places that even some of them had not been to. Haha, we are a bunch of curious and fun-loving EPs~~~ no matter how tired, we'll still go around... Together, we left our footprints in Taiwan, and you guys do left ur footprints in my heart too. Love u guys so much.... We've changed form strangers, to acquaintance, to close friends... We'd laughed and cried together, did funny and crazy things, tried lots of Taiwan food, walked around till our back aches, shoulders pain, and legs tired, took buses and trains... lots n lots of memories I have which u guys left... Hugs~~~ I'm really happy to meet true friends here... I have many words to say to each of u, perhaps wil send u guys email,haha... *privacy mar*

This is my first time cycling for a day, and got burned in Dan sui,
am officially a brownie =p







Was forced to try STINKY toufu..sucks, smells like toilet and drain (*o*)





We still rock although our hair are messy =p


Sun or Rain, we are always together~~





Of course, we went shopping, and they gave me a nickname : Shopping Queen~~






I really love all of u.... u made my days in Taiwan really happy and exciting...."how do i live without u~~~~ how do i ever, ever survive~~~ how do i o how do i live~~~~"(singing ^^)





Hands in hands, our friendship never ends!~ =)


Specially thanks to Aiesecers of UM and NCTU for making this happened. Thanks all of u.... Big hug... Love ya all~~






















Hehe, got to go to a theme park with the graduated students. Got in with a student ticket, which stated 'Only for kids under 12', lmao. The students were like "What???" "Teacher,haha, kid's ticket".... I duno ar, they gave me so i just took and enter, perhaps school paid for me =p And i got in smoothly too, no1 stopped me,lol. Am I just being short? Perhaps it's a good thing eh!?







And the teacher said I look even more excited than the kids, do u agree??? =)





Together we played most of the games, and ate ice-creams and burgers. Was a great day. I love my schools, I love my kids ^^



And when we got out from the theme park, the worker asked me "how's your graduation trip?" I was like @.@" Sigh, do I looked just the same like them?????

*am gona upload all pics taken asap when bac, stay tuned =p ~~