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say sorry lah

2011-03-24T01:50:00.001-07:00

Apparently, many people just don't know how to say sorry.

Don't the teachers in kindergartens teach them how?

If you are one of them, read aloud the words in the following picture and you'll know how:

Saying sorry when you are supposed to doesn't makes you a loser, but if u don't, you are definitely one.

So, be courteous, say sorry to others when you have to. Mind your manners, together we'll make the world a better place to stay.

Peace =)

mix n match #1

2011-03-19T00:46:00.001-07:00

I'm always playing with my clothes, trying mix n match endlessly. And sometimes, it's amazing that how things can look so fantastic when matching up with different things, things that u nvr know they would be. Hmmm, so, here I go again, this time, turning these items into a dress.

I've been finding white tutu skirt/dress for photo shooting. Perhaps the movie black swan just evoke my childhood dream again.... But then, I don't have any white cute skirt. And I thought of this black one.. Why not have a black combo? And it turns out like this:

To complete the look, put on a tiara. A must have for princesses =) nah, every girl's a princess, it's just that if we love ourselves enough or not. So, starting from today onwards, girls, treat yourself and love yourself the very much u deserved.

ps: u don't need a prince to be a princess ^^

let go...

2011-03-15T08:34:00.000-07:00

男孩告诉女孩说

他很后悔

当时懵懂的他

在追她时把她当宝

追到以后把她当草

只因以为这辈子

已牢牢套住了她的心。

现在的他

还在挂念着曾经的她

努力想挽回

但她

却心痛地告诉她

在他把她当草以后

她

也就像没被淋水施肥的杂草

慢慢地

枯萎

慢慢得

死去

就如她的心一样。

男孩，

女孩衷心地祝福你

有一天

能找到更适合你的女孩

也希望你

能一辈子地爱心呵护

那女孩。

happy bday rara =)

2011-03-15T08:18:00.000-07:00

Today, I kissed my friend on her birthday.

It’s strange

That we are so different

Yet so similar.

U wear a scarf

While I don’t

U are innocent

While I’m notorious

U are demure

While I’m kinda aggressive.

Darling,

Love you forever,

For who you are.

Happy Birthday!

Ps: don’t cry when read this lah u,

and i know my drawing sucks =p

yoga - hot stretch

2011-01-10T22:14:00.000-08:00

I, felt like a steam pao, while doing hot stretch.
做热瑜伽时, 感觉自己像个包子, 快被蒸熟了

But, I'm sure that, I was a happy and healthy pao.
但,我知道, 自己是个健康快乐的包子 =)

bye 2010, heloooo 2011

2010-12-31T00:37:00.000-08:00

The last day of 2010
what do you have on your mind?

Are you happy with what you achieved
are you satisfy with what you did
what do you want to improve for the coming year
what will you do to make your self happier?
these are the questions playing on my mind

2010, indeed a special year to me.
was lucky enough
to fly to Taiwan to teach English
though i earn no money
but what i got
are beyond money could ever buy
I got myself bunch of new sincere friends
got to learn and adapt to different culture
traveling around the island
and know myself better.

And ya, never forget,
my 1st dean list in my life,
indeed, the best new year present ever
for me =)

2011, lies a lot of uncertainties.
will i be lost?
i'll never know
if i'll get to go Italy
and tour Europe again
and my life would be a total different story
or i'll be working
as a teacher? executive? i never know

I guess
i shall work harder in 2011
shed away the extra kilos
and take some pretty pics
before i'm too old and wrinkled
this i promise =)

Whatever what your new year resolution is
what your wish might be
just remember
to love yourself more
and then spread the love you have
to the people around you
for a better new year.

Happy new year my friends!~

Best wishes
sincerely
Princess Megumi S.

I have a dream

2010-12-10T21:20:00.000-08:00

I have a dream, a song to sing,
to help me cope with anything.
I have a dream, a fantasy,
to help me through reality.

*modified from the song 'i have a dream'

I, have a dream,
a dream too good to be true,
and when I am lost,
I start to dream,
for dream,
will lead me to,
where my heart belongs to,
what I've wanted for,
in the dream land,
so free,
with only me and myself.

And now,
I'm lost again,
thinking about my future after graduating.
Shall I,
still continue my dream
or wake up
to face the reality?

Dream,
however great, will be still a dream;
but one will never go far,
if he has no dream.

dream o dream

2010-09-06T10:31:00.000-07:00

A lot of memories flashed back when i was chatting with my dear bestie. We used to be in the same class in primary 6, spent lots time together playing piano, cello, going for performances, sipping coffee and green tea together, and yes, chatting endlessly. And ya, we did have a dream.....

Have our burdens on the shoulders,
been too heavy,
that we forgot to let our heart flies,
and do the things
we always wanted to?

Have we confined ourselves,
by the people around you,
to do only what we are supposed to,
but not what we wish to?

Have us been tired
of fighting for our little dream
that we bare since we were children,
and slowly let go the spirit
and allow our dream to vanish into the thin air
like rose petals flying further and further away
from your palm
without you having anything that could be done...

My dear friend, i do hope one day, our dream may come true. You'll have you own coffee shop and i'll have my boutique next to you. We'll be sticking together everyday, like we used to =)

Lets wish... cross our fingers, that our dream, may come true.

I love you my dear friend, Vwen ^^

when death strucks

2010-08-17T04:24:00.000-07:00

I was so shocked knowing the death of my friend's mom. Even when knowing that she suffered from liver cancer last week was shocking enough for me. I feel so sorry for my friend, that she has to deal with the loss of her mom. No words can express the pain and sorrow, and nothing could be done to forget about it. What i can do, is just wishing that my friend could stay strong, and take care of herself. May her mom rest in peace.

It makes me ponder upon life. How scary it is that it just come like a tornado and bring away your loved ones just before you get to react and try to stop it. No, no one can ever stop a fierce tornado. And the tornado didn't bring your memories away with it.

Being a girl her in 20s, it's really sad that this thing happened to her. It's the age of exploring the world, and fall in love, get married, or even become a mom in late 20s or early 30s. And now, she just lost her mom. The joy is being buried. The sky turns gray and the world just go upside down. I wished i could attend her mom's funeral, at least a hug is what i could offer.

Life is full of uncertainties. Never fear of voicing your love to your friends and family, before it's too late. Live life to the fullest and share and care for others.

To friends, who lost their loved ones too, be strong. Remember that although one's away, his / her love remains.

Stay Young @ Heart

2010-07-21T09:19:00.000-07:00

How long ago was it
the last time u rode on a wooden horse
and enjoyed your fun time
with no worry, fear,and stress?

How long ago was it
the last time u smile sincerely
from the bottom of your heart
to the others
even though they treat u coldly
but u just feel like
u wana smile?
A smile that so genuine that
touches the souls of others?

How long ago was it
the last time u enjoyed the sun
shining through the air
that you breath
enjoying the warmth of the rays
and the bliss of mother nature?

Go,
run wildly if u want to,
laugh madly if u want to,
if that makes u happy,
and makes u feel that
today is better than yesterday
and tomorrow will be yet
another good day.

Stay young at heart,
u'll wonder
the greatest joy of life
is not owning the material things
but being able to
appreciate every moment
that you have.

thank you for reading

2010-07-14T07:05:00.000-07:00

A course mate of mine told me she had been following my blog since I went to Taiwan. It was really touching to know that. Wanted to send her a msg on fb but sad, she deleted her account... so, wana say THANK YOU my dear Tika, ur words motivated me.

Am gona blog more often like i used to =)

U made my day, love u always ^^

Here's a kiss for u, muackiessssss

charcoal princess

2010-07-06T23:38:00.000-07:00

Argh, am super dark now.
Turned into a charcoal...
perhaps saying it's the color of dark chocolate
would sounds better,hehe

The reason???
Cycled in Taiwan for twice
both took whole day to finish the tour.
Tho am a burned toast
am no regretting, not even a slight bit,
because the fun i had
was so so great =p

And now......
I gona drink more lemon juice
eat more fruits
to get back my fair tone,
cz who dun1 b a snow white,
but a charcoal princess??? (^o^)

I did NOT cry, lol

2010-07-05T00:01:00.000-07:00

This is me
standing in the airport
with my luggage
packed with souvenirs
and memories

This time
I really think i do grow
cz i didn't drop a tear
because i want us
to depart happily
tho we are sad

Thanks QQ and Ah Di
for the little notes
dropped secretly in my bag.
Was real touched while reading them
wanted to cry when having my breakfast alone
in Taipei main station

Thanks tomo for bringing me my huge luggage
it's so darn heavy i know
coming with a motor in the hot sun
you are such a good friend
glad that i've know u since the day
i stepped on the soil of taiwan.

Thanks Ting Ting for rushing to the airport
and thanks for the handmade card
and the present u gave
remember our promise
of wearing our 'sister dress' together,lol
and hey, i'll let you sleep in my toilet too
if u do come malaysia,muahaha
love u so much my dear

Just like what i read
from a book i bought in Cheng Pin Bookstore
"Why frown when the flowers fall?
Should look forward for the flower blossoms"
"Why feel sad for the sun set?
Should anticipate the beautiful starry night sky"

That's why
I did not cry
because I know
we'll meet again another day

Take care =)

Bye, Taiwan

2010-06-30T22:50:00.000-07:00

6 weeks, really passed very quickly. It was like I've only been here not long ago, and now, it's time to say Goodbye... Looking back the pictures taken in Taiwan, I really felt like crying, because I know I'll miss everyone here dearly...

I still remember I was asked y I chose to come Taiwan, and I replied I want to know how different is the Chinese culture there and the Chinese culture in Malaysia, and I've never been to this part of the world... So here am I, exploring the whole new world, discovering life...

My task was to teach English in 2 primary schools in a remote area. Gosh, the mosquitoes in Taiwan is real scary, especially in d village places where I service. Got bitten till whole legs swollen and full of red patches, was so scared and wanted to cry each time I looked at my legs, afraid that there'll b scars left. But when my body started to have some immune to the bites, I'm leaving Taiwan already.... should I be happy or sad???

I feel great to see my students improving each day. Their attitude towards English really changed, from not interested or even reluctant to try, to loving to come to class and even asked for extra classes. Although I cant teach much in this short period, I did tried my best to teach them some songs, told them stories, explained some Malaysia culture and taught them some values and stories of life... Leaving the kids is really hard... They hugged me in turns, kissed me, gave me lots of gifts, drawings, letters, and told me they'll miss me, asking me to go back visit them, and some even asked me not to go, and wana follow me back in my suitcase. I cant control my tears when I see them crying and looking at me with such sad but loving faces...

Besides teaching, I've got to explore Taiwan with other EPs from Malaysia and Canda, yah, and also some Taiwanese sometimes lar. We've been to many places, and never fail to go for trips every weekends... Even the Taiwanese are shocked that we can be so energetic and went to places that even some of them had not been to. Haha, we are a bunch of curious and fun-loving EPs~~~ no matter how tired, we'll still go around... Together, we left our footprints in Taiwan, and you guys do left ur footprints in my heart too. Love u guys so much.... We've changed form strangers, to acquaintance, to close friends... We'd laughed and cried together, did funny and crazy things, tried lots of Taiwan food, walked around till our back aches, shoulders pain, and legs tired, took buses and trains... lots n lots of memories I have which u guys left... Hugs~~~ I'm really happy to meet true friends here... I have many words to say to each of u, perhaps wil send u guys email,haha... *privacy mar*

This is my first time cycling for a day, and got burned in Dan sui,

am officially a brownie =p

Was forced to try STINKY toufu..sucks, smells like toilet and drain (*o*)

We still rock although our hair are messy =p

Sun or Rain, we are always together~~

Of course, we went shopping, and they gave me a nickname : Shopping Queen~~

I really love all of u.... u made my days in Taiwan really happy and exciting...."how do i live without u~~~~ how do i ever, ever survive~~~ how do i o how do i live~~~~"(singing ^^)

Hands in hands, our friendship never ends!~ =)

Specially thanks to Aiesecers of UM and NCTU for making this happened. Thanks all of u.... Big hug... Love ya all~~

A d@y oUt witH KidS to TheMe P@rk~

2010-06-23T22:04:00.000-07:00

Hehe, got to go to a theme park with the graduated students. Got in with a student ticket, which stated 'Only for kids under 12', lmao. The students were like "What???" "Teacher,haha, kid's ticket".... I duno ar, they gave me so i just took and enter, perhaps school paid for me =p And i got in smoothly too, no1 stopped me,lol. Am I just being short? Perhaps it's a good thing eh!?

And the teacher said I look even more excited than the kids, do u agree??? =)

Together we played most of the games, and ate ice-creams and burgers. Was a great day. I love my schools, I love my kids ^^

And when we got out from the theme park, the worker asked me "how's your graduation trip?" I was like @.@" Sigh, do I looked just the same like them?????

*am gona upload all pics taken asap when bac, stay tuned =p ~~

cried for the first time in taiwan

2010-05-17T18:27:00.000-07:00

I thought i can be strong enough, and i never teared when departed with my family, never teared when i reached airport and don't know where i'll meet the people here, never teared when we were lost on the way to the aiesec camp in a remote area with no lampost all the way and it's freaking scary, never teared when i got mosquitoe bites all over my legs and arms and it's ultra itchy and the red spots don't dissaper, and never teared when i gotta carry my heavy luggage all the way up to 3rd floor and all the way to take buses..but i teared when i told daddy i miss them all in the email. A rush of emotion got me uncontrollable. I just started to cry in front of the computer in the library, my new office, with me alone...

I stopped myself, telling myself i gotta learn to be a strong, and independant girl. I gotta start to grow, to be an adult, and not a baby anymore,lol. The students need me, and i need to learn to be a good role model to them. I'll learn, and i gotta have trust in myself.

I can do it!!! I gona work hard and strike for the best~ I gona break through the pupa that hugged me tight in order to be a beautiful butterfly which flys elegantly in the sky ^^

kids talk

2010-05-17T00:50:00.000-07:00

Played basketball with the kids when i had no class. Saw them laughing and having a good time, so decided go go over to take some pics of the cuties. Then they came to me and we started talking. And i asked if the can teach me basketball, because i don't know how to play AT ALL,lol. Am phobia with big balls, haha....

They taught me where to stand and how to shoot. And i did tried a few times. When i got it in, all of us were screaming and jumping, including me of course,haha. When i failed to dunk, they told me "It's ok", "Try again", "Never mind", "It's nearly done"..... wao wao wao, this really warms me up. Their words, from the mouth of the kids, trying to motivate me, is touching. Since when we've all forgotten to tell others and ourselves "try again" and "never mind" when we faced failures? I think we are too afraid to fail, thus we have no guts to go beyond our limit and out of our comfort zone.

And here I am, spending my time with the lovely kids of two schools...

I wish the days here will be a fun and memorable ones^^

and i started to miss home.....and my teddy....and my bed....

A journey of self discovery

2010-05-12T22:32:00.000-07:00

Am going to taiwan soon. A trip of self discovery i should say.

From the 1st day of preparation, I get to know myself better. What is my strength and what is my weakness. When searching for the materials for teaching, only i realized that i already forgot how to play 'gasing' and 'wau', and i missed my childhood terribly, how good is it if i can play all that with my friends and family again, like i used to,lol. Only then i realized i don't really know my country that well,haha. I didn't know the exact lyrics of 'Rasa Sayang', and had to google it =p I've prepared some pictures, bought some postcards with images of Malaysia, and even tried out on piano by myself for the harmony of 'Rasa Sayang', and hope that the kids there will enjoy the learning I'm going to bring them.

Wonder how much can i give and leave in their little heart and soul. Will they remember that when they was young, a Teacher Sharon had once told them something that they'll remember for the rest of their life? lol... Hope i'll teach them good stuffs, not bad ones...need to control myself, no foul words should be said in class, oops,haha...

I've packed my suitcase, and am ready to rock Taiwan,lol.... Hunks, here I come!~

Gona take lots pics and share on fb with my friends..

Take care evryone, and keep in touch!!!~

Sick, damn it ~~~

2010-04-14T03:51:00.000-07:00

Being sick
caused me to think
while I was lying on my bed
trying hard to sleep
but can't
because my nose is painful
due to sinus

Get me to wonder
how great a small bacteria
can do
to affect people's life
alter people's timetable
destroy people's morale
damn it
damn it
damn it

While feeling week
i felt that
i have no control
over my life...
what a scary thought

It really makes me salute
to people who suffered
from chronic diseases
and yet
still stay strong
carry on their life
and responsibility...
Won't they felt 100x or perhaps 1000x
greater pain
than I do??

I think
it's the time
for me to do more charity work
involve in more organizations
which helps others
who suffered
and helps to mend
the broken hearts
and shattered dreams
with my tiny bits of power.

You can do it,
Sharon!~
and friends,
so do you (^.^)

ps: whenever i think of charity, i think of him, my bestie, vin...proud of u =p

loving you

2010-02-08T08:13:00.000-08:00

I believe
that love is always
lingering around us.....

Was so stupid
that I've lost a lot of chances
to be loved
but sometimes
losing is gaining too
at least
I'm having friends
who will last for life
and still love each other
though in a different way

I don't know if you will ever know
I'm always so glad to have you with me
although you are ever so busy
just a message of care
is ever so enough for me

I've lost it once
I'm not going to lose it again
for now
I'll grab you
and hugs tightly

I'm loving you
my friendsssssssss

friendship

2009-11-10T06:47:00.000-08:00

I wonder
what is friendship?
Will it last?
Will it change?

Once, we appreciated one another,
although we are all
born differently..
and still love each other
although we might have quarrels

We often say we are 'busy'
as an excuse
and slowly,
without us even realizing
we are drifted apart

Where is the pure friendship
we used to cherish?
If having a gf/bf means that
we gona sacrifice our best friends
and no longer have time
to spare for them..
Is that real friendship?

It really hurt inside
to know that friendship is anything
but so fragile..
But, no matter what happen
just wana let u know
I'm still here
if u need me so...

SICK............

2009-09-10T19:01:00.000-07:00

Was sick,
and perhaps am still...
had never absent from lectures
for so many days..

Went to doctor,
LUCKILY...
cz am suspected
with thyroid fever...

OMG, it's such a scary disease,
which will kill...
am damn lucky
to have taken antibiotics
which are prescribe,
before thgs go wrong...

Pray that i'l recover soon,
for my ear
and my throat sores,
n head throb like hell..

Am going 2 doc again
later...

Freindship Foever!!!

2009-08-14T23:41:00.000-07:00

"It's a bless,
to have your best friends,
being with you,
on your important days
of you life..."

10 years?
20 years? 30 years?
wishing that
we'll remain best friends
for the rest of
our lives....

Perhaps,
meeting again
during one's wedding??
Omg, it sounds hilarious,
for our high-skul days
was just like yesterday

Am really happy,
to have you all with me
during my 21st....
words are beyond my appreciation...

Thanks for the BR cake,
thanks for the hugs,
the kisses,
birthday wishes,
and the memories we had...

For besties who cant join us,
we'll clbrt it any other time ok?
It's d matter of being together,
time and place aint important,
at least to me now...

Luv u al,
with all my life...
MUACKSSSSSS (big kiss fr me =p)

你不是真正的快乐

2009-06-30T07:37:00.000-07:00

作词：五月天 作曲：五月天

人 群中 哭著 你只想变成透明的颜色

 你再也不会梦 或痛 或心动了

 你已经决定了 你已经决定了

 你 静静 忍著 紧紧把昨天在拳心握著

 而回忆越是甜 就是 越伤人了

 越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深浅浅 的刀割

 你不是真正的快乐 你的笑只是你穿的保护色

 你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了

 把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳

 这 世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了

 当生存是规则 不是 你的选择

 於是你 含著眼泪 飘飘荡荡 跌跌撞撞 的走著

 你不是真正的快乐 你的笑只是你穿的保护色

 你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了

 把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳

你不是真正的快乐 你的伤从不肯完全的愈合

 我站在你左侧 却像隔著银河

 难道就真的抱著遗憾一直到老了 然后才后悔著

 你值得真正的快乐 你应该脱下你穿的保护色

 为什麼失去了 还要被惩罚呢

 能不能就让 悲伤全部 结束在此刻 重新开始活著

i really wish i can cry out loud, huging myself in a conrner..... it's hard to control the tears.... am not really happy... material thingy doesn't give me love and warmth.....  wat i need is love, care and understanding..

还是好朋友

2009-05-23T20:53:00.000-07:00

歌曲:还是好朋友
歌手:古巨基&梁静茹
专辑:
作词:林夕作曲:黄韵玲

男:没有人要内疚没需要原宥
在十字街头就互相保佑
女:那些体贴问候那美丽镜头
没必要一分开就变成了诅咒
男:相爱这一场女:可能是爲了
合:能拥有一个好朋友
合:还是好朋友比爱人长久
不能牵的手按在心头
女:在最寂寞的关头永远在左右
男:试过琴弦后升华眼泪后(女:升华以后)
男:思念是最漫长的享受(女:漫长的享受)
合:那无痛的伤口还带着温柔到白头
男:亲吻失去感受火花烧到尽头
女:没激情有感情
合:有另一种邂逅
女:相爱这一场男:可能是爲了
合:能拥有一个好朋友
合:还是好朋友比爱人长久
不能牵的手按在心头
女:在最寂寞的关头永远在左右
男:试过琴弦后升华眼泪后(女:升华以后)
男:思念是最漫长的享受(女:漫长的享受)
合:那无痛的伤口还带着温柔到白头
女:还是好朋友男:还是好朋友
女:比爱人长久男:比爱人长久
女:不能牵的手按在心头(男:按在心头)
合:在最寂寞的关头永远在左右
女:试过琴弦后升华眼泪后(男:升华以后)
女:思念是最漫长的享受(男:漫长的享受)
合:是什么叫你我只配做一对男:好朋友

长大了，才明白，爱，不一定需要拥有，因为拥有也不代表会有以后。

放开手，把回忆藏在心头，是对我们最好的方式去处理多年来的善后。

不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有。。。。

牵手

2009-04-30T07:29:00.000-07:00

曾经拉着我的大手

可不可以不要放手

你走了以后

带走了你答应过的以后

甜蜜的回忆

只停留在最初的邂逅。。。

Grown up

2009-04-22T05:37:00.000-07:00

What is the age of 'grown-up-age'?

When i was 8, i cant wait to b 12,

n with dat IC, i think it's a pass

2 say gudbye 2 my childhood..

which i think is a big big mistakes,

cz childhood time was d best, carefree time

of one's life...

When i was 12, i was anxiously waitin 4 13

wonder how my 2ndary skul wil b

n feel sad 2 leave my primary skul frenz

but noe dat i'l meet bunch more of gud frenz

while i stil keep in touch with primary ones..

When i was 13, i cant wait to b 17,

so dat i don't need to study add maths anymore..

but afta dat i regretted thinkin so,

cz afta 17 my high-skul frenz left

n some of dem even flew 2 thousands miles away fr me

n it feels like d a-plane

took dem away fr me

although emails can do a wonder

but stil, i prefer crying on their shoulders...

When i was 17, i cant wait 2 b 18,

for i thought Ns was a hell

and afta it ended

i proved myself wrong,

it was a great chance

4 me 2 learn 2 b independent

though i had cried evryday while i was in d camp til d vr last week

but hey, i got 2 noe some gud frenz

whom wil stay in my heart 4 d rest of my life...

When i was 18, i hope i can turn 20

bcz 2 me stpm was too hard

n d maths did drove me crazy

luckily i'm stil aint insane

howeva, i did learn alot bout life

during d short f6 life

i learnt 2 c ppl more clearly

n to protect myself better

n ya, i had more gud frenz

altough life at dat time was bit miserable..

When i was 20, i wonder how wil my 21 b

i'm in UM, d uni of my dream

takin linguistics

n ironically

fell in luv wif literature

which i used 2 hate so much during my hi-skul time,

n am blessed

2 share my time wif lots of ki-siao frenz

whom bcum my smile-inducer..

I dont noe wat my life wil b

in 10 years or 20 years later

but i'm truly blessed

afta all,

mayb growin up is jz when

some1 starts 2 luv evrythg in life

appreciate evry single lil thg

dat makes one's life complete

With this,

I trully like 2 thx all of u

who'd share my path wif me

n ya, left footprints in my heart

for i cherish evry moment i had with u...

隐形的翅膀

2009-03-09T08:42:00.000-07:00

隐翱翔的天空
有着我的梦想
灿烂的星空
星星与我相伴

.

孤单的夜晚
没了你的陪伴
月圆的晚上
想念你的臂弯
.

被捆绑的自由
约束着我的人生
我是否也能
为我的人生画上缤纷的彩色？
.

现在的我
只想沉醉在
我的小小世界
快乐的成长
开心的飞翔
用着我那
隐形的翅膀

每一个女孩的身边都有一个不是男朋友的男朋友

2009-03-01T01:30:00.000-08:00

每一个女孩的身边都有一个不是男朋友的男朋友

但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。也许为了顾及家人的意见，你们没有在一起。也许为了出国深造，他没有要你等他。

也许你们相遇太早，还不懂得珍惜对方。

也许你们相遇太晚，你们身边已经有了另一个人。

也许你回头太迟，对方已不再等待

也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，而迟迟无法跨出界线。

不过即使你们没在一起，你们还是保持了朋友的关系。

但是你们心底清楚，对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。

即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。

他有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。

他遇到困难时，你会尽你所能的帮他，不会计较谁又欠了谁。

男女朋友吃醋了，你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友，但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。

每个人这辈子，心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，很矛盾的行为。

一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，但久了，突然发现这样最好。

你宁愿这样关心他，总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。

你宁愿做他的朋友，彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。

特别是这样，你还是知道，他永远会关心你的。
做不成男女朋友，当他那个特别的朋友，有什么不好呢？
你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢？
很多的感情，都因为一厢情愿，最后连朋友都当不成了

常常觉得惋惜，可惜一些本来很好的友情

最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。

因为这就像是一场赌注，表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，要不就连朋友都当不成了。

有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，你们还可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的好.

---taken fr an email....but i think this reli suits me...juz 2 share wif my frenz...

Cross-road

2008-10-02T23:19:00.001-07:00

Standing here alone,

at the cross road,

without knowing which route,

is the best route,

just with their look.

Confused,

whether which will suits me the best.

will it be the one

which seems bright and clean

or the one

which people seldom take.

But again,

no one will know

if the brighter one means

the brighter futuer

or the more challenging one

will mean a tough future.

Will i let my pass

and my experience

influence the decision that i'll make?

i don't know

really don't know...

just afraid that i'll get hurt

like i had been.

What should i do?

i don't know,

really don't know..

And i'm still here,

standing at the cross road...

pink daisy

2008-10-02T23:01:00.000-07:00

A pink daisy,
that's what i am,
proud to be ,
although people might look down on it,
“What a pity little thing”,
but who cares??
as long as i'm happy with it.

I'm pink,
because i'm a feminine girl,
although sometimes i might be tough,
not because i want to be,
just because i'll need to be,
so that i'm able to stand strong,
although i'm just a pink daisy.

Though i'm proud to be pink,
i always have bunch of good friends,
be it the cheerful orange daisy,
sunny yellow sunflower,
friendly green grass,
or even the crunchy dried leafs,
for we need all of us,
just to build a colorful world,
a world with rays and warmth of the friendship.

I'm just a pink daisy,
which is prone to be weak,
torn easily by the thunder,
or by the pat of heavy rain.
For what i need is just a big tree,
someone who can protect me,
take care of me,
hinders me from the outside storm,
so that i'll remain,
the little pink daisy.

Daisy,
that's what people calls me,
i'm daisy,
small, fragile,
but i'm what i am,
never compare myself to the others,
rose, lily, lavender,
i don't mind if people doesn't appreciate me,
just because i'm not eye-catching,
or simply because i'm being simple,
this is just me,
i'm happy to be a tiny little flowers,
and glad to be of it.

I'm only a pink daisy,
which loves to love,
and being loved,
which held the strong bond of the family,
and love them as i always be.
It was my family,
which taught me
“Oh daisy, hold on to your believes,
Trust yourself for who you are,
And have confidence in everything you do,
Just because we love you.”

So, here i am,
a pink daisy,
smile brightly and broadly to the sun,
and to all the others around me,
so that although if i can't bring them the hope,
i can always bring them warmth,
and i'm here,
always here,
if you need me,
i'll offer you my heartedly hugs,
if you need to,
although i'm just a pink daisy.

Pink daisy,
i'm proud to be,
and i'll be waiting here,
for someone,
who will appreciate me,
for just being who i am,
and pluck me,
and bring me home,
save it in his arm as his
lovely pink daisy.

mUaCkzZzzzz

2008-06-11T02:03:00.000-07:00

our parrrrrrty !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woohoo!~~

............Sushi b4 v eat.................. D scary aftamath =.= ..........Wat a mess!!!!! hohoho

.......group pic ^^ ........................again????? =.= lol.............babe ur my black n white!!

.............geeting hiiii!!!..................................sang finally ~~~............. star of future?? =p

Frenz r family dat v choose 4 ourselves...& i started 2 noe d meanin of it when i met u guys..........

Was soooooooo hapi dat v can gather around again like dis...sigh,ny left a-lynn not here...if not den it'll b pur-fect lu...haha.. It'd been some time dat v din chat al day long d....share our stuff n stories in life... damn excited 4 dis gatherin, cz our dai-ga-jie oso bac fr spore d wo, plus darling mk n yx oso bac d..... feels like v were bac in "old days" d,lol.... stil d same, a silly-absent-minded-gang... went wild when shoppin in EC Mall, laughed like mad, tried al specs when wait 4 me 2 buy1, share shushi in SKing, grab hands when strolling...

Cz of u al la, prepared alot of stuff since mornin.... used up 3 hrs 2 make those sushi... plus nid cook tomato spag sauce le.... c la, damn siek u al, sick oso make u guys food,haha.... CE damn funny,when open sushi's tupper cover lid d scream dat i can marry d.... Aiyo, stil a newbies ny la me, learnin 2 cook ny ma.. plus, marry??? u marry me meh CE??? haha.. den ar, y u al all surroundin me 2 c me chop onions wo??? damn nervous le,so many pairs of eyes staring.. plus keep looking til i finsih cookin d spag sauce... phew....giving me pressure la u al,lol =p

Da-ta!!!! Time 2 dig-in!!!! ate spag wif both mushroom n tomato sauce... tx MK 4 d spag n mroom sauce wo.... yummy yummy.... wah!!!! u al stil eat lots wo tho stil damn slim.... ish, iri hati-nya~~~ Den ar, full full d mar go sing-k lo.... Who noes???? d amp hilang =.= den mar cal n ask 4 help fr my shop, den ny v can sing,haha... Wateva songs oso got ppl noe how 2 sing, damn geng, fr oldies to pops....den ar, CE,XW,n LX can sing non-stop ge wo....reli salute u guys,haha..

Den ar, fetched YX here wif MK.... our singer arrived finally... was forced 2 sing by us,lol.. damn syok.... sang many many songs 2geder.... until al damn tired n d nx day, al sore-throat, haha... was too hapi til i 4got i oso sick ge wo... join u guys eat snacks,damn soong a!!! cz d long long time din eat those lu.... reminds me bout my childhood dat i secretly use 20cents n go 2 d grocery shop bside skul 2 buy d smal pack of d chicken flavour B-decker.... emmm,stil so tasty,haha...

Duno when v can gather around like dis ler??? cz darling MK goin UK dis year end, sobsob... den i mar cant clbrte Xmas wif al of u 2gether lo??? not fair, yer~~~~ cz last year i x around mar.... dis year pulak u not around T.T But stil,wish u al d best la MK,must find a leng-zai bf there wo....haha.... Plus,v goin uni soon,wil b seperated far fr each other d gua... sobsob... sked 2 face d world vtout u al....muahaha

No matter where u al go, i'l stil luv n miz u al owayssss..... u guys wil oways b my besties 4 life!!! oi, dun 4get when marry call me up, i d prepare d dress 2 b ur maid of honour,lol =p yahor, duno who wil marry 1st ler???? was a damn funny topic... cz some say LX,cz must b pregnant b4 marry, den say dai-ga-jie cz got nui-yan-mei,den al oso kena =.= ... funny hor 2 think dat ur fren wil b marryin in few years wo if lucky....marry wo!!!haha

muackzzzzzzzzzzzz, lupp u al 4eva n eva............................

眷恋

2008-05-19T19:40:00.000-07:00

眷恋着你的温柔,

那个从来就不属于我的臂膀.....

即使没有轰轰烈烈的爱过,
但却享受淡淡的暧昧,
有着距离感的感情...

很想对你说,
很抱歉,
我们的缘分,
就在你跟她开始时结束....
一切的理由也不过是个借口,
纵使多年后,
彼此还挂念着对方....

是时候整理多年来
被你扰乱的思绪,
好好的安顿自己的感情....
一切的一切,
也只能感叹你从来
就不敢把那三个字说出口...
且原谅我偶尔会不经意的想起你
或还在独自的回味那个一起渡过的盛夏.....

虽然也许在你心中,
我根本什么也不是,
但,
我会永远的记得你,
并把我们的回忆埋藏在我心里...

谢谢你,
让我有个难忘的初恋,
我的眷恋......